Totality

will I let 'em down and fall myself
or does my disgraceful gaze yet grow
when the lizard is on his back, then
surely you shall know, his voice
its sound, their thunder and lightning
lighting candles high, highly above,
with wondrous thunder-clap 

I could feel that sweet voice tell me
all the lonely people, where do they all come from
all the lonely people where do they all belong
but knowing i don't belong, not there
i had my dreams that you were here
all my dilutions at once
we were freed, so-so freely
as i wander further, kicking up this dusty way
even writing this, i escape back into my mind
pull closed those curtains, riding on the curtails
of your jacket, immediately in me, immediacy
Totality, just a breath, so just breathe