Certainty, a notion, I've located like a marsh
Notably, in a concoction I myself made up
I poured it down your spine and circled
Then was it a full blown request. Turned
In sequential, In a continuous plane
Can I not suppress an anxious atom bomb?
Can I not implode at the sound of the fuse.
Retirement. A notion..   

The bridges to insanity and the wanton unloved

Kickin in the doors
to a room of red
blind to the spores
and mocks, coldly
Afoot,
a scolded seed
Of abridged sorrow
Madness, I'm tired
drifting amid flames
A remark reminds me
 of winter there
and the one before, and again
all the ones before,
steeled in white veil
Cobble fences
so high to see
 over me
sit and look out
 a window for sign
sigh breath to glass
 and write out
a name,
perfect two syllables
and
the wind takes it
 straight to heart
****

wasted hasting

I can feel a twinge of sadness
a hint of pain
I succumb to the cancer
maybe my body
made me my wake
stays cold and breathly
leg staves the shakes

my morose entropy
my shaking leg
i thought i told you
remembering
how to live
where to drive
when to look
and love

endeavoring, leaking
stealing


part of the drag
no buttons or tag
no price to call paid
no relinquishing
can you make sense of me?