I'd turn my heart back rightside out
put my dancing feet on the aluminum floor
peel back my face and blow hot fire on everyone
even that wouldn't settle the score
wouldn't bring us fame or fortunate dismay
years and tears saw me driving
turning corners and imagining rockbeds that fall
smash me into a no-feel zone, to answer your question,
yes. i absolutely do in the same way. from the same shame
same pain.
an asteroid
could hit me
at any time
and i
would be miserably Happy
*******
there is no joy in me
any more.
and you couldn't describe it with all the words you've written
no more words to describe my "{[VOID]}"
so ill stop trying
