Certainty, a notion, I've located like a marsh
Notably, in a concoction I myself made up
I poured it down your spine and circled
Then was it a full blown request. Turned
In sequential, In a continuous plane
Can I not suppress an anxious atom bomb?
Can I not implode at the sound of the fuse.
Retirement. A notion..   

The bridges to insanity and the wanton unloved

Kickin in the doors
to a room of red
blind to the spores
and mocks, coldly
Afoot,
a scolded seed
Of abridged sorrow
Madness, I'm tired
drifting amid flames
A remark reminds me
 of winter there
and the one before, and again
all the ones before,
steeled in white veil
Cobble fences
so high to see
 over me
sit and look out
 a window for sign
sigh breath to glass
 and write out
a name,
perfect two syllables
and
the wind takes it
 straight to heart
****

wasted hasting

I can feel a twinge of sadness
a hint of pain
I succumb to the cancer
maybe my body
made me my wake
stays cold and breathly
leg staves the shakes

my morose entropy
my shaking leg
i thought i told you
remembering
how to live
where to drive
when to look
and love

endeavoring, leaking
stealing


part of the drag
no buttons or tag
no price to call paid
no relinquishing
can you make sense of me?   

Mammoth mouth peice

I am maritime law, I take the hurricanes path, my bane is in the science, amassed the arcane.

 Feel my harshest sting, destruction, 

only destruction can I bring.  

If in the midst of me you follow we 

with the meaning sought entirely discreet, 

watch me meander with reckless abandonment sprawling to stay on my feet, I am the wolven wolverine wrought with anger sat staggeringly accurate I know of no home where I may need fallen full dusty knee'd and broken feet'd, I fought myself and then receded. I fought you too and I succeeded.

Gold standard

Intensity growls like a hunger pang
It's release so sweet
It's reply so neat
A gutter spitting spickett revival
Trivial notion to suggest in an
Emotion to suppress your honor
A motion to refresh the honesty
Figuring blatantly and for all to see
Lifted the seat
It bellowed heat
Drove back down unconsciously
And subtly
Suddenly
It's gone

disapointment

Thought i try to make excuses for you,
and on the top you try to seem light
but when i see inside your head
i see that you are exactly what i thought
i see that my darkest fears are our realities
and you are exactly who i thought you were
what a sad a disappointing think to finally have thought,
but you are you and i guess i always knew
and what you think you think of me, i am not
 

jr brown

hounds me now as i clown on his little hurt
it feeds me leeked like a green mistake sinking
shaking feeling myself linking blinking and leaping
rolling steeply down a field that lost the ground
pounding as my back is rounding from impact
its a tact that make me face the fact that even to extract
wont distract and retract actions made to mishap
mis-purposefully but still angrily and deterrently
make me me